Today lil dude went to school. He is unaware of the kids his age who died Friday while they were at school. No one brought it up Saturday at his birthday party, no word was ever mentioned on Friday either.
Today I am nervous. We chose not to let fear ruin our child's weekend. Friday night his class had a party and Saturday was his birthday party. This was a time for him to be a child and not have the worries, burdens and fears of an adult. This is how my husband and I felt and our decision. (every parent makes decisions based on their situation and their children, only we know our kids best)
I emailed his teacher and let her know that Kyle was unaware of the shootings. I also let her know that on Saturday the kids never mentioned it either and I had hoped, that it continued for her today. I also wanted her to know that if Kyle accidentally did hear about it from other kids to please let me know by email or to call me. I trust her to help Kyle if he gets upset or scared, but Nathan and I want to come and get him; and comfort him and talk to him if this happens.
She thought this was a great plan! I am praying hard. At lunch time Kyle is no longer just with his kindergarten class, but with the older kids too. However I know these older kids are very protective of the kindergartners and know he is in good hands. This is comforting to me.
Yes I am still nervous though. I am a mom, what do you expect?
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